Monday (night)

This Evening i found out that Amelia's dad
was admitted to the hospital cos of heart attack...
i do not know the whole story and i need not to know...
For it is not important to know of the cause
but to hope for the result...
and i sincerely hope that he will be ok..
and will be able to get back on his feet soon
so that Amelia and her family won't need to worry
cos i know i'll be very scared and worried
if anyone of my family members get admitted into hospital

To God,
i may not be a faithful believer
and that i may be praying for your help only when i'm in need
but please hear me out when i pray...
for Amelia Ho's dad to be healthy...
and just in case your reading this...
please bless my family member and all my loved ones
a healthy life...
especially my grandpa...

P.s : God... i hope you read blogs... i know mine sucks but please... hear me out...
cos that is my deepest wish... especially the part about Amelia's dad cos he needs it the most at the moment...

Monday

I like taking photo of the sky....
every movement.. every colour of the sky....
they seem to have a title... a theme...
i like looking at them...
it lets my imagination runs wild...
tis is one of my recent photo that i took on my trip to europe
i love this

it is as if... the light is struggling to come out...
jut like life...
sometimes there's the dark part in life where we suffer failure
but this photo reminds me of the struggle
the struggle of us... from the dark times....
it signifies hope...
anyway... it's just my thought...
tell me what do u think....

Thursday

it's christmas~!!!
so happy when i woke up this morning...
the first thing came to my mind was
the scene of snow back when i'm at europe...
so cool wei~
if only i stayed there until christmas...
it would be so cool
white christmas y'all!!!

imagine this when u woke up early in the morning....

so cool~~

just like last year and the year before...
christmas wasn't anything so special
cos my family isn't much of a christmas people
i mean my parents never really celebrated christmas
so every year my siter and i would wake up in the morning
hoping that there'll be nice tv programs
sometimes i hope i can do something on christmas
it sucks in a way
to stay at home on christmas
moreover my dad has to go overseas on this very day
so much for family holiday~

anyway... merry christmas to all~!!!

Thursday

This is the day...
i'm going Europe tonight~!!!
yes~!!!!
i'm all ready for the big trip
wahaha... so nervous...
cant wait....
going to sit 13 hours of flight...
damn long wei~
anyway.. here's some photos of my stuff


my suitcase... haha... a lot of stuff... nearly can't close it...



my food~!!! juz in case i felt hungry in the middle of the night...


IKO IKO~!!!! IKO ROCKZ~!!!!!


Mamee~!!!! the perfect snack when your hungry~!!!


my 'winter gear'... to protect me from the cold weather


the yellow jacket which will be keeping me warm~~

Tuesday

This song is sooo nice... so meaningful....
reminds me of boon seng...
i'll always remember u my man...

Stand Up To Cancer - Just Stand Up

Beyonce:
The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust it off
Don't let up

Sheryl Crow:
Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyonce:
You need to know...

Chorus (Sheryl Crow):
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up

Sheryl Crow/Beyoncé:
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because
You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart
Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you
Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna:
If you fall

Miley Cyrus:
Dust if off
Don't let up

LeAnn Rimes:
Don't you know you

Natasha Bedingfield:
Can go

LeAnn Rimes:
Be your own

Natasha Bedingfield:
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

[Chorus-All]
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall
Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart
Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

[Chorus-All]
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in ya
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in ya
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
Find it within you
Find it within

Through It All, Just Stand Up!

Saturday

first i would like to wish lee yen
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY!!!!
You've grown older by a year again~!!!!
haha~

today was the first day of my form 6 holiday
a one and a half month hliday
yeah~~
went for our L6FM's class party
except it's not in class
instead we went timesquare to celebrate
we were suppose to meet up at 1.00
but thiru,hari and hock leong came late
thiru came at around 1.30
then hock leong came at around 2.30...
juz when we finished eating our lunch
hari came after we decided to pay our bill..
swt...
we then went to queue for movie tickets
sam kept saying she wants to watch Madagascar 2
but none of us wants to watch
so we choose the coffin instead
i'm not a fan of horror movie so i declined
they ended up watching the 5.45 movie instead of 3.45
cos wanted to teman me
felt so guilty la....
hang around... saw lee yen and her friends...
i must say~ one of lee yen's friend is kinda pretty
tall...but pretty... haha
i saw fu sing with two girl too
he was so shocked...
as if he doesn't want anyone to know

hung around the arcade
played one round of throwing basketball and one round of racing car
cost me to bucks...
damn~ what a way to waste money
after arcade we went to mcd to sit and talk crap
hock leong was re-filling the cup like crazy
then it's almost time 4 them to get into the cinema
so i make my leave too...

kinda tiring... tot can rest when reach home
but instead i had to go out 4 dinner with family
and then went shopping with mom..
until around 8.30...
ok... i'm gonna KO ald... that's all for now

Friday

today was the last day of my lower sixth form life...
starting from next year it's gonna be a tough year..
cos it'll be upper sixth... which means by the end of next year there's gonna be STPM...

ish.... so fast another major exam... shit la...
life is like full of these exams...
not happy with it at all... not one bit...
what to do... life goes on...

wake up at 6.00 as usual got ready, had light breakfast
and ready to go by 6.35...
stupid lrt... so slow today.. was late to school but who cares...
no people jaga also...
went the the lecture hall to meet up the guys
cos the form6 block is being quarantined for STPM...
morning morning already felt boring
so yip,hari,thiru and i started playing tai di...
haihz...budak-budak zaman sekarang...morning morning playing cards..

the quick game which we thought will end quick as there'll be physic class
turned out the opposite...
we played it the whole day... -_-"
cos teacher was busy doing some report card thingy for the lower forms
so we played until school ends...

after school... i went for lunch with thiru and the gang
while chi han stayed back at school doing god knows what
eat,talk and the walk around until it's time 4 tuition
meet up with chi han...teman him eat..
then went kolej bandar and meet up with wei han...
just when i thought i wont see her in that time session...
she came in... i don't know what to do expect act busy
started the lesson as usual
but felt uncomfortable as she sat a row behind me...

managed to ignore her 4 most of the lessons...
then quickly rush out of the room and off to the lift
so that i can avoid the embarrassment
but unfortunately her friends and her caught up
the worst was we were in the same lift...
gosh... it felt like forever
so after the lift opened, we rushed out...

and walked quickly towards the nearest lrt station...
hoping that the train will come before they catch up
but unfortunately AGAIN... the train seem to come after they reach the station
and it stopped at the same spot as me and her
ish!! we had to go into the same box...
i tried to act nothing throughout the journey
it was hard... really hard...
and the journey felt long...
gosh... it's been a rather tiring day....
trying to avoid her... but in the end failed....
damn it!!!